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blogging?

terakhir kali gw nulis di sebuah blog (yg tentunya gw yg bikin), itu..about a year ago. it was a friendster blog and it was frankly, quite shitty. terus isinya apa? well, mostly sih ttg tiga hal ini:
- tacky pseudo poetry.
- endless ranting on how i wanted to get a part time job so i can buy a new video card.
- a combination of both.. or what i would call 'the emo cycle'. i.e. me getting depressed for not being able to play black and white 2 on maximum details, despite running it at HIGH and at 1024x768. HELL, i wanted MORE.

i'm putra, and i am a video-game-graphics-whore.

so back to what i was saying, friendster blog. there was this period of 6 months or so when i typed a new entry almost everyday. mostly on useless rantings about how pissed i was about.. things. see, i had this period dimana gw udah gak ngomongin ttg videocard baru buat komputer gw, instead, it was about girls. but being an emo drama tranvestite that i was back then, i had the entire blog filled with pseudo poetries. here's an example, feel free to laugh:

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ok, i spent the last five minutes looking for my old lyrics di komputer gw. waktu itu pas gw bikin komputer ini, data2 yg di komputer lama gak ketransfer semua.. so i guess it's gone for good. OR IS IT? O RLY? mungkin sekarang nyokap gw (yg make komputer gw yg lama) lg baca lirik2 emo gw. NOOOY. anyhoo, back to what i was saying, my lyrics would mostly be something like this:

The sun sinks, and beyond this winding road
the leaves would fall, he sings the everlasting tune
to the sounds of your heart.. sinking
this is the last time, that i would.. kiss your lips,
and as your heart stops,
i reached for my blade, and thrust it down my wrist

xxxputraEMOxcorexxxx

goddamn, that was supremely cheesy. yet it proves that i'm still so damn good at writing cheesy lyrics. i could still write tacky pussy-emo-hardcore chugga-chugga riffs. so maybe i still had it in me.

where was i?

nyeh, gw lupa. anyhoo, gw laper, and im off to safeway to get me some groceries.

grocery list =
yoghurts. lots of yoghurts.
bananas. for penetration purposes. not.
meat. to be eaten RAW. ARGAHGWHGWHAGWHW.
coleslaw(s).
rice. just one grain. i have developed my body to the extent that i could live on only one grain of rice each day. along with stacks of meat, yoghurts and coleslaw. hawhr.
hamster and badger milk.

yarr. ok then, im off.
and that was my first blog. let's see how long i can keep this up.
tell u what, i'll make an oath. if i ever stop writing in this blog, i will buy myself a new video card: the 8800 gts.

and the vicious cycle continues.

signing off,
putra