Beberapa hari terakhir ini, setiap kali gw denger curhat dari tmen gw, advice yg gw bisa kasih cuman satu:

Ya..ambil hikmahnya aja.

You can tell that I'm not much of a teman curhat. That also explains why most members of the opposite sex are not attracted to me. But other than that..

Gw baru dapet nilai midsemester test. I got 50%. Which is very fair, considering that I've skipped every Monday lectures because there's a clash with my geology subject. So I only go to half the lectures, and I got 50% on the test. Interesting. Now, say if I go to all the lectures, theoretically I'd get 100%. Heh.

In other news..

I'm going to start sending application mails for vac work this Monday. Hope it turns out well. I'm not going to stay here for 3 months doing nothing.

Well, there's Nandos..

..

You know that feeling you get when there's so much shit coming your way that you'd black out for a few minutes, not remembering what you're doing, or what just happened in the last few months..

Well, here's the thing. I wish I could feel blank for a long, long time. Oh fuck. Whatever happened to .. my ability to write. I think something's wrong..I.. can't write. This is not coherent. This is not coherent. Somebody please help me.

Fuck.

Gw baru sadar kalo ternyata hidup gw tuh udah.. tumpul bgt. But will it be any different if, say, I still believe in God? Would it make any difference?

Probably not.