Friday, 21 September 2007

This is the worst part about living by yourself.

You can go out and have fun all night long, but once you get home, all those things that you try so hard to keep away from your mind comes creeping back, and it happens so quickly that your mood turns from euphoria to bitter anguish in just a few seconds. And all it takes is just one word, or a realisation.. and the only moment it goes away is when you sleep.

I know I shouldn't make a drama out of this. But I just hate the fact that I'm chasing a lost cause and there's nothing I can do to stop myself from going further. There are no brakes. No headlights.

And it's a downhill road.

Fuck this. I swear, if I could jump out of this car, I'd do so a long time ago.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

haha,, kalo gw nangkep,, mksd low "ituw"kan?? nasib nyet.. sama kita.. haha.. jangan nyerahlah.. gara2 ni kt jadi tmen.. hahahaha..

Harris