I've run out of hopes.

And all I have left is a box of Carltons and my guitar.

I think I'm going to start a band. Again.

So what's new with me? Aside from feeling like utter shite for the last few weeks, I'm great. I'm facedown in a sea of shit, and I was trying too hard to keep myself from falling down. But now I'm here, facedown in a sea of shit, and I'm still breathing. And I can still move my arms.. and legs.. and head.

I can still feel my heart though. It would be best for now to disconnect the cables.

If I can figure out how.

Wait, I got it.

No.. wait.

Wrong cable. I think this one goes somewhere else.