I grew up with a lot of electronic stuff. I've gotten used to buying new components for my guitar and computer, and watching them fall apart before my own eyes. The best part about having music and computer gaming as a hobby is the fact that you can always fix your instruments. At least, that's what my dad told me. One of the first things he told me about life is that you can fix everything.

As I developed a passion for guitars and computers, I was becoming used to the fact that I have to able to fix them when it's broken. Troubleshooting guitars and the interior of a computer has become second-nature to me.

And now, my guitar amp is broken. I don't know what's wrong it, I've never fixed an amp before. I'm not even sure if there is such thing as a broken amp. I guess you can't fix everything. Not even relationships. And you certainly can't force a square to fit inside a circle, or a star. My point is, there are some things in life which you just can't force to happen, no matter how bad you want it. I mean.. sure, you'll get it if you want it hard enough, but it just couldn't happen. And it's not because of luck, it's simply because the world doesn't revolve around a single person.
I know the world revolves around Paris Hilton, but that's not what I'm trying to say here.

Anyway, I used to have an extra amp, but I sold it to a friend for a ticket to John Mayer's concert back in March. Talk about being stupid..