I haven't updated this blog in a while, and I thought to myself "Hey, maybe I should update this blog, maybe write a new entry on what I did during last weekend or something". And so there is no better time to do this other than..
I don't know, about 12 hours before an exam.
I feel like writing something though. I miss blogging. Blogging, is such a fantastic way to simulate my mind; Other than binging beers to reach an epiphany.
Speaking of epiphany, I've been having a lot of them. Man, epiphanies are great. Whenever I come up with a fancy new theory on why this-and-that doesn't work, I get this jittery feeling. It's like drinking espresso shots and feeling the tingling down your neck. And the feeling of wanting to go to the toilet every few minutes.
But of course, my epiphanies does not surface in that manner. It usually goes like this.
Wednesday is usually the least-cool day of the week. After I finish class at around 4ish, I would walk back to my apartment, hunched and shivering in the fucking cold Melbourne autumn weather, and I would listen to some pretentious sounding post-rock band on my iPod. That's when I got my epiphanies.
That's usually when I realised how things work. Things such as relationship, or the way one has to cook corned beef and not eat them raw.
Because you see, I've been having this idea that things will find a way to work themselves out. There's this parameter called time. i.e. Given enough time, I'm pretty sure I can be whoever I wanted to be. Or be wherever I want.
Sometimes I feel like a douche trying to write about my epiphanies here. I mean, some of the things I realised.. well, I should've known about them since I'm in high school. For example, I didn't know that women are lousy, compulsive liars until about a few weeks ago. And I'm, what, 20? I'm catching up, though. If I can come up with at least one revelation every week, I'll be up to speed by the time I turn 21.
Ah, I just realised. I have so many things I want to write about. Some of it will be controversial, and some are just too awesome, you may never leave this blog without feeling awed by my awesomeness and shit.
I don't know, about 12 hours before an exam.
I feel like writing something though. I miss blogging. Blogging, is such a fantastic way to simulate my mind; Other than binging beers to reach an epiphany.
Speaking of epiphany, I've been having a lot of them. Man, epiphanies are great. Whenever I come up with a fancy new theory on why this-and-that doesn't work, I get this jittery feeling. It's like drinking espresso shots and feeling the tingling down your neck. And the feeling of wanting to go to the toilet every few minutes.
But of course, my epiphanies does not surface in that manner. It usually goes like this.
Wednesday is usually the least-cool day of the week. After I finish class at around 4ish, I would walk back to my apartment, hunched and shivering in the fucking cold Melbourne autumn weather, and I would listen to some pretentious sounding post-rock band on my iPod. That's when I got my epiphanies.
That's usually when I realised how things work. Things such as relationship, or the way one has to cook corned beef and not eat them raw.
Because you see, I've been having this idea that things will find a way to work themselves out. There's this parameter called time. i.e. Given enough time, I'm pretty sure I can be whoever I wanted to be. Or be wherever I want.
Sometimes I feel like a douche trying to write about my epiphanies here. I mean, some of the things I realised.. well, I should've known about them since I'm in high school. For example, I didn't know that women are lousy, compulsive liars until about a few weeks ago. And I'm, what, 20? I'm catching up, though. If I can come up with at least one revelation every week, I'll be up to speed by the time I turn 21.
Ah, I just realised. I have so many things I want to write about. Some of it will be controversial, and some are just too awesome, you may never leave this blog without feeling awed by my awesomeness and shit.
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